I haven’t felt this in soo long. can’t work out if it feels good or bad. can’t stop thinking about you. can’t stop looking at you when you’re around. your smile makes me giddy but I don’t know if any of this matters.

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daitro:

Man Overboard | Fantasy Girl

I jam hard to this song when I’m driving…I could crash. Just kidding. I’m an awesome driver.

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uncreative-disaster:

Turnover - No Sun

“Can you hear me now? I’m crying out so loud. This weight on my back is bound to crush me. I’m shattered glass and you’re the rock that was thrown. You’re the match that lit the fire that burned down the place that I called home. Now I’m a wanderer with no home to run to; nothing I call mine. If you called what I’m doing living I would say that that’s a stretch. I’d say it’s more like passing time. Can you hear me? I’m calling your name; I wish you were here. Can you hear me? I can’t yell any louder; I miss you being mine. I miss you by my side because you were the light that kept away the clouds. Now there’s no sun. It rains all the time now. You were the light; you were the one. Now there’s no sun. While I’ve been alone I’ve had some time for introspection, objective reason and long nights thinking; focused on my self reflection. Honestly, I don’t think that I’ve ever felt this hopeless. Thought filled nights breed tired eyes, constant reminders of all that I miss.”

Every single line, perfection.

(via poppunkandpills)

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yoursecretary:

page 14 from the worst: A Compilation Zine on Grief and Loss.  Talks about radical response to death and loss, + how to support someone who is grieving. (click image to go to printable pdf)
[image description: a cut n paste zine page from the worst #1: A Compilation Zine on Grief and Loss. Text reads:
“Circle what you think you might need:
for me to come and hold you
for me to stay outside your door but play you some music
for me to play music for you inside your room
for me to ask you questions
for me to just be near and be silent
for me to hold your hand while you call your other family
to talk about the rest of the family
to go outside and scream
to talk about anything but this death
to get away from here
go to a movie
distraction
acknowledgment
some kind of ceremony
to get the rest of the roommates out of the house
to get the rest of the roommates to stop giving you uncomfortable looks
to get people to stop trying to cheer you up
to tell everyone else that this is the anniversary day
to tell you that all the mixed things you feel are okay
to tell you the things i love about you
to tell you that this is the worst thing you’ll ever know
to tell you that i want to know everything. it is not a burden.
circle what you think you might need. or write more. i want to be here for you. i want to be your friend”.]